identity

identity, who you are, & where you belong
nobody wonders those on a daily basis, but lately ive started that bad habit
everyday i would sit, wait for a miracle to happen
maybe a genie that'll tell me who i really am
i used to think that i belonged to my parents
i used to think that i belonged to a school
i used to think that i belonged to a certain crowd
i used to think that i belonged to a lifestyle
i used to think that i belonged to a haircolour
i used to think that i belonged to him
i used to think, i belonged to something out there.
until all that crashed down on me, reality cruely creeping into every part of me
saying, no, it aint yur destiny
then i held on to the hope that i belonged to myself
but my own heart pushed me away and told me
no, it aint your destiny






____ hun,
i think i found my 'destiny' when i saw you today
out of nowhere, always like this, always unplanned
everytime you appear, catching me offguard
everytime i fall, you manage to let go
my destiny was not with you
it was not with me
i finally realised where'd it went
but i have no directions to follow
you threw it away, locked the doors and abandoned the keys
didnt even give me a chance to see my own future unfold.