mmm.
just a quick blog before i go swimming
the heat srsli gonna coook me alive soon so i gotta go cool down
but tbh, more than my arms and legs need to cool down
i needa cool down my emotions as well.
ive been wondering around, sumtimes happy sumtimes sad
so many ups & downs
then i wonder where all my peace and simple life went~
but i realised its not that hard to find back, my simple saturday, go for a swim; have heaps of food after that; sit for a coffee then go home for people who love me.
its that simple
but i havent tried to do those simple things in ages.
once upon a time, a girl meets the love of her life
she wants to love him forever, and she knows she will
but she gets sad when he's down
she's happy when she looks into his eyes
she's satisfied to the max just sitting beside him
she gets worried when he does stupid things or hurts himself
she gets angry when they make wrong choices together
she gets dissappointed when she really wants to see him, but he doesnt make an effort, just tells her he's not seeing her, and tells her sorry, so sorry.
she doesnt need the sorry
no matter what she loves him, always have and always will.
so sorry if she cant take all these emotions @ once, she needs a break. simply just to learn how to love sumone better.
she feels broken, so give her sumtime to repair herself.
but afterall, she loves him; forever still.
okay no more random life stories
off to the swimming poool with lar& kerry bumbum~~ <3
