currently reading someone's blog
& listening to '没那么简单'.
doing homework
& eating dinner? LMAO
its so me again, i like the state im in
loving my personal space
& listening to '没那么简单'.
doing homework
& eating dinner? LMAO
its so me again, i like the state im in
loving my personal space
so im reading her blog, its from a while bak
ive read it a few months ago already
just going over it again, but it feels different this time
i understand her now, thats all i can say
and im starting to realise something that i knew
& always refused to admit
its their story.
even if that story did end
it was never my turn, nor was it the start of another story
so just wanna apologise to both of em, specially her.
im happily outta it now
and thanks to her, i learnt a lot
i use to think that my love was to a max
that no one could simply do what i do
but now once again i admit, her love, pure & real
even if its in the past, it beats mine by a mile
im still young, so young that i dont even realise myself
but it still hurts though
realising what i realised
put my whole heart into it, changed myself a lot
and through the plot i was just another chapter?
take a lot outta me to admit
but looking back, lemme still hold an innocent heart
sincere apologies to beautiful memories that belong to others
sincere apologies to love that i accidently bumped into
sincere apologies to people i loved, love, will love.
sincere apologies to... myself, to the young girl i was
to the immature self
to the naive heart i gave
to the pure love i held
and
thanks to all
thankyou , miss XXX, for not breaking my bubble dreams
thankyou , mr XXX, for making it seem real
thanks to self, for waking up to your own dream
tomrw's still mine, i'll find whats mine
next time, lemme hold on and not pop the bubble
cos there ought to be no fake bubble to begin with.
sorry & thankyou.
ive grown up
hehe
(:
