it wasnt my story.

currently reading someone's blog
& listening to '没那么简单'.
doing homework
& eating dinner? LMAO
its so me again, i like the state im in
loving my personal space

so im reading her blog, its from a while bak

ive read it a few months ago already

just going over it again, but it feels different this time

i understand her now, thats all i can say

and im starting to realise something that i knew

& always refused to admit

its their story.

even if that story did end

it was never my turn, nor was it the start of another story

so just wanna apologise to both of em, specially her.

im happily outta it now

and thanks to her, i learnt a lot

i use to think that my love was to a max

that no one could simply do what i do

but now once again i admit, her love, pure & real

even if its in the past, it beats mine by a mile

im still young, so young that i dont even realise myself

but it still hurts though

realising what i realised

put my whole heart into it, changed myself a lot

and through the plot i was just another chapter?

take a lot outta me to admit

but looking back, lemme still hold an innocent heart

sincere apologies to beautiful memories that belong to others

sincere apologies to love that i accidently bumped into

sincere apologies to people i loved, love, will love.

sincere apologies to... myself, to the young girl i was

to the immature self

to the naive heart i gave

to the pure love i held

and

thanks to all

thankyou , miss XXX, for not breaking my bubble dreams

thankyou , mr XXX, for making it seem real

thanks to self, for waking up to your own dream

tomrw's still mine, i'll find whats mine

next time, lemme hold on and not pop the bubble

cos there ought to be no fake bubble to begin with.

sorry & thankyou.

ive grown up

hehe

(: