Tuesday, March 2, 2010

STRESSED.

i just finished watchingg Autumn's Concerto, its horrible when i get my drama craze, i tend to appear offline on msn and ignoree fb n go into this lil world of my own.
its a sweet series srsly, i cried like fucking one tissue box, dad probs thought i was a idiot, locked up in my room, not eating dinner just crying my eyes out :P
i lovee the ending, nice n sweet. and secretly wish RL could be sumthing close.
but nahh, life atm, I'm trying to see the bright side but im soo tired
i'm sick of taking care of ppl sumtimes, just wish the world could leave me alonee
but sumthing called responsibility just doesnt f*** off so yeah, here i am.
i should srsli go eat sum ice-cream n make myself feel beta :P
i dont usually complain about a certain anyone in these blogs, but atm there's this incident thats really pissing me offf.
WHAT MAKES PEOPLE THINK THEY CAN TREAT OTHERS LIKE SHIT?
on fridaayy i felt as if the world has betrayed me.
i hate the feeling of shoving on a tough face when tears are just that close to exploding or sum shit. LOL
im perfectly fine with the LOVE part of betrayal, yea its kool, i needed to shove sum cotton in that hole in my heart anyways .
but friendship? srsli bro, i thought its one of those things that stays, ive never given a second thought to what a friend should be. a friend= a friend forever yeaa? but certain ungrateful ppl just has to bring me down. siggh :P
& ontop of that, i'm like getting threatened ==''
its funny cos im actually not scared, a few bruises dont hurt, i reckon? LOL
well~ through all this time ive stil got a happy bunch around me, its kool to know they'd always be there.
unneccesary ppl- just leave me ALONE.
imma only gonna love ppl to loves me bak ^^
okay me stop complaining. just tired in general, stressful stuff.
hope everyone looking at this blog, choose yur friends carefully. its actually painful getting stabbed in the bak :L
byebye~ tC.

2 comments:

  1. =O whose this person?? and haha whats with everyone eating ice-cream when they're emotionally down? haha stop eating lucy ^^ smile ^.-

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  2. =O thats so mean D: sif treat lucy like that ~
    LOL omg i remember that phone convo about you telling me to eat icecream to be emotionally satisfied. xD works so much for you eh ;)

    haha, yes remember to not think too much =]
    so many people out there who love you ;D
    like me ^-^
    and careful in picking.. well..
    idno, if im too picky i might have none.
    but if im not picky i get hurt.
    so what to do ?
    idno ):
    but some people like you are like.
    none of the above<3

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