rest of forever.

life goes on

even after the heartbreaks

still gotta keep smiling right

shedding tears is okay

but its not okay to keep crying

holding on is okay

but its not okay to beg for it

getting drunk is okay

but its not okay to escape forever in that unrealistic dizziness

although right now

all i feel is numbness

i know the pain will kick in sooner or later

hopefully i can take that really well.

just like all the other times

reality is something i needa face

ive seen other people do it, i can too (:

memories are still there

there's no use leaving them behind

gotta bring them along with the rest of my own forever

should just be thankful for everything

i was once the happiest girl alive & thats all i needa remember

even if this experience is a nightmare

its a beautiful nightmare .

-LUCY