Wednesday, December 2, 2009

normal day =D

todaaay was fun fun^^
totally failed my nueken ball (okay i know its wrong spelling) game TT''
i caught like one ball or sumthing in the whole game >.>
&& thanks to angelaa and lilly, hahaha everytime they saved me from the stupid ball
im sorry team i have like ball phobea LMAO i hate it when it shoots at me
but goooo team~~ ROTATE ROTATE (inside joke)
&& bec bec got a haircut today
its amazing cos like, my lil tomboy is growing up and caring about her hair finally ; D
so me& bibs MADE her get one :LLLL
it looks awesome. hehe.
.. i kept touching her hair and smelling it and overall pedo-ing it 8DDD
then wen we went to eat pho together hehehehe. and we shared a bowl so like, i went closerr.. and closerr... then, i accidently splashed chilli soup into her eye (=
(yep, we have THAT sorta relo =D)
haha & the other side of life..
these days i feel so numb
the feeling i feel; its not pain anymore; its just down down down
dont wanna think dont wanna act
afraid slowly i wont wanna care
every time i tell myself its okay, lucy its okay
but no, i wanna break down and chuck a tantrum and cry out loud
just wanna go back, if i made a mistake ill fix it
just wanna go back, if you spoilt me in the beginning i wont let myself get used to it
just wanna go back, if im too dependent ill be stronger
just wanna go back, if love is like this id love myself a lil more
如果愛是場誤會, 誰能讓我回到完美,
為了你我心力憔悴 每夜都守著淚,
如果愛是場誤會, 情願回到最初原位,
望著你我默默流淚,
最初的最美
-LUCYbayy

1 comment:

  1. LUCY
    THATS IT,
    YOU NEED TO TALK TO ME
    YOU NEED TO TALKKKKKK -CHUCKS TANTRUM-
    u dont talk to me anymore )i see these posts meaning you go on
    but you dont talk to me. cut.
    you dont reply my msgs? D:

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